a silent wish

a silent dream...silence had so been a part of us...
but now when you found words...
i wish silence...
for all those moments when silence spoke more than words...
now when words broke the invisible chord that bound us,
i wish silence...
in silence i could always feel you
in words now i lost you
i wish the silence back
i wish the obvious undercurrent
i wish the many questions
i wish the day befores,
that was lost in the yesterdays
i wish the days before i changed my tomorrows...
I wish today i never knew...
that your tomorrow has changed too...
but i still wish...
to know if i was there ever in your yesterdays...
i denied a future for the past i thought we had...
but now i wonder if you ever had,
that past that i thought we had
for in your words....
i lost the bond i found in your silence...
and in your silence..
i find the final parting...
i wish you knew...
i wish i knew...