divi's virtual world

Monday, January 23, 2006

quotes

some of my most favorite quotes:
(1)Adversity tears from you everything but that which cannot be torn
(2)You come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly
(3)You love those people who tell you what is so lovable about yourself
and finally....
Always.. follow your heart... come whatever may... atleast you wont regret... not having listened to your heart....


Tell me if you have any favorites....

Saturday, January 21, 2006

It's been long....

It's been long since I started life at Glasgow.. and I've loved it from moment one....
A late entry to class.... new dreams...new friends...my flat... first snow fall...the fall and the fading colors....bundles more of dreams....best friends...
Can't beleive that a year has gone by.. MS is a done deal.... and looks like the scary job search part also is getting over...I might get this job....the job I've wanted for years..the career I've wanted to build up...and it might... well, it will, take me far off from Glasgow....
That's it, there is some food for thought here... how would I start up my new life. Away from the three people who made this flat my home...my friends who know the inner me...I can't just see me catching up with my own life all by myself...
I still remember how painful moving out of the halls of residence was...It was like I'm leaving a part of me somewhere...When a friend told about a strange feeling I acted as if it didnt bother me,but the truth was it was indeed a strange feeling....And now I can feel it again... the strange numbness laced with a fear of loneliness... and a curuosity to peep into the future...
Im in a complex state of mind... But what made me retrospect today?? Two things..I read Dushyant's blog titled EXIT.... and also because...
today is my birthday.....

Saturday, January 14, 2006

emotions vs ambitions

Why is it that the modern electronic stuff fail only when you need them the most??? Today was too much of a pain..It's been a week since I got my webcam and things have been pretty uneventful since then....well I should have thought that it's just not possible...
my little nephew has been waiting all week to see me... and today when I squeezed time out between my two night shifts, the webcam for some reason decided not to broadcast..
and the server was too busy for the voice chat to connect...and for three hours I struggled with the instant messenger....and nothing happened and I was just stuck...
suddenly the 8000 miles that seperate me from the people who matters the most to me seemed larger... my dad called and I could hear my little nephew crying...he wouldn't stop crying even when i told him about the remote controlled ferrari Im buying for him...
He said he wanted to see me.... didnt want ferrarri...
I guess it is that innocence of love that I lost in the track of chasing dreams...well... that's what you call growing up... being mature... what would you weigh higher ambitions or emotions?? my grown up mind cannot think beyond the fenced horizons....
I'm applying for an extension of my visa....I don't even have to think another once about it....yes Im holding my ambitions higher.... afterall I've got to buy him the ferrarri....

Friday, January 06, 2006

my first blog.....

is it a too boring title???? hope the contents wouldn't end up to be too boring.....

A random google search opened a stranger's blog a few months back....It was too impressive to forget....As I introduced my friends to that blog the fan listing kept growing....Thanks to the stranger called Dushyant Wadivkar... the amazing blog writer who inspired me to finally attempt something that I've always wanted to try a hand on...

Hoping to start and keep posting... and remember this is my virtual world.....