holiday blues

Saturday.... mildly snowing morning....no music in the background....
standing near the patio windows and watching the world just waking up
two all packed up trolleys....two confirmed e-tickets for the next day and returntickets for the month after....
The mobile hums a sweet tune....'yes, mom everything is fine, we'll see u tomorrow'
back to the window....lost in thoughts....

Waking up to switch of the alarm.... realising that it is six in the morning and time to get going... and ya, it is not mildly snowing.... a storm is on since previous night....

Vaccation is two months far away....

Wins and Losses

I know you,
But then I don't
I thought I knew
But I think I didn't
Why all this
But why not
Should I or should not I
But then will you or won't you
There was no love lost
But there is no hatred left
You won't win, You would lose
But then,
Will I win?